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Wednesday, 31 May 2006
by: one

I think I should have touched him sooner.  I'm just afraid of that, too, because I have a tendency to experience (and inspire) such an escalation in lust.  It seems there's no light making out or petting sessions out there.  I'm afraid to start something that gets out of control.  And I'm still gluing bits of me back together again.  The ex made me so nervous that I had to restrain myself.  I never knew if he would be receptive to my affections, and I loved him so much I wanted to leap on him every time he walked through the door.  It was a horrible thing, being the kind of person who craves physical attention but not being free to behave so.

And I think too much.  I was determined not to size HPG up in a long-term sense, a classic way for me to dismiss people as quickly as possible.  I tried not to pick apart some of his goofyness.  After all, I'm a fan of goofy.  And I can be completely ridiculous myself.  I smiled too much.

I'm too shy.

And too ticklish.
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