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Anyway, through the magic of denial all's going well until he misunderstood a comment of mine and basically insulted me in my town, in front of my people who just sat there and let it hang in the air above the bacon and eggs.
For once, again, I wanted to keep the peace and let the conversation pick up again as if nothing had happened. I was fine until the next day, after having spent a sleepless night coming to the realization that I was getting screwed again by people who purport to love me. 'EVOL' has been in constant rotation since.
I'm angry. About everything. This is nothing new and that's the saddest part. I am always angry. I hate. Nothing in particular. I just hate. And there's a violence in SY's music that attracts me. It's completely impotent, stylized whiny dramaqueen violence, but I am far too pretty to go to jail and, as a result, will not be assaulting anyone anytime soon with anything other that loud ugly music.
Getting more hours at the job I know I should be happy. But all I can see is that I'm the guy who has to jump when they say jump.
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